Drunken thoughts at 4:23am Saturday morning

I just got home from spending too long with someone I thought I had gotten over a few months ago.

Funny how feelings come rushing over me when my logical mind knows they shouldn’t.

“Give it up” it says, knowing full well he’s just not that into me and that it’s just going to end all bad again.

“No. Look at that smile.” My emotional mind says. “Have you ever seen a smile that’s made you feel this way? Have you ever wanted to imitate a hermit crab before, because it you know it’d make someone laugh?”
“No.” My logical mind replies, not able to to come up with a reason not to imitate said hermit crab.
“That’s why they call them crushes. If they were easy, they’d call them something else” – Dad.

    Sixteen Candles