I’m thinking seriously about making this life changing decision.

No, not for any reason based on Self awareness or a desire to be All-One … but I have to do something with all the peace and serenity granted to me by my friends after I’ve called them all asking for rides into work these last two days.

It’s been so quiet, I think I’ve FOUND nirvana.

I found it laying on the ground while hunched over in pain, walking to work from the corner of Canal and N. Rampart to Poydras and St. Charles, fucked up on Vicodin with a pocket full of prescription narcotics and carrying a fluffy pillow under my left arm.